Well my friends the highschool life is coming at an end for me and within a week i shall be graduating into a new stage of life as they say. I cannot believe how fast everything has gone. I remember coming into Pocono Mountain West Highschool as a freshmen thinking to myself, "geez, 4 years of this shit?" And now right before my eyes everything has zipped by and blasted me into this moment. This thin line between highschool and freedom into the next stage, level, and/or realm of my life. Hell, i mean i can remember just moving up here to P.A. when i was around 11 years old or so. And i remember crying the first night we moved here because i missed Brooklyn so much. I remember the snow falling depressingly out my window and piling outside, caving us in. I remember getting through middle school having to deal with bullies, abuse and other family issues, darkness, anger, love, light, struggle, sex and many other obstacles and pleasures(not all in middle school, but this was the breeding ground for things i've had to overcome). I remember my first boyfriend, and my first girlfriend. And oh the sweetness that did stem from both love affairs. The experience, the difference between each, the fondness for one another, and of course the plummet of each shooting star....getting burned as you would say.

But lets not dwindle too far, for the topic here is that of a new beginning. Before you ask, no i am not going to college....yet. Right now after highschool is over i plan to work and do music. Where i can both take care of my family and myself in both a financial, mental, and spiritual sense. I plan to read further and further into the craft and combat any feelings of doubt, guilt, or closure from the world around me and decisions within me. These are more resolutions as you would say. I plan to defeat the peering eyes and pointing fingers with nothing but the blood curdling screams of nonconformity and rebuttle. Always having the last word and always remaining a non violent protester (with a violent streak of course....but only if need be *wink*)  I plan to meet as many new people on my journey whether in the physical, spiritual, musical, sapphic, or male realms....among many more of course! This is my open door to a new world, with more things to explore and more time to do so. And by Goddess i am NOT letting anything get in my way. It's a hard road but i've spent a long time trying to make everyone else happy but myself, and now is the opportunity to do so. And i will do so admirably, passionately, and above all else - THOROUGHLY!

Thanks to all of you that i have met on here and future friends i will come to meet. You have all inspired me in your own little ways and you are all so beautiful and so unique that words cannot even describe what i see in each and every one of you. And apart from all my problems internally and externally, i feel like i have grown and will continue to grow stronger throughout each coming year. And i hope you'll all still be around to stand beside me and let me watch you grow with me as well. Goddess Bless you all!  (GRADUATION IS JUNE 14th!!! SO I'LL TRY TO GET SOME PICS ON HERE!!!!)